Scale up, scale down, or go to jail?
I'm driving a car that's not inspected or registered, my license is a couple years expired, I have no insurance and I'm driving the thing anyway because I'm homeless and have little other option.
It raises the question: will I go to jail for being poor?
Deliberation #1: the car
Nick the Angel spent so much time replacing my wheelbearing and axel (after the shop in Burlington replaced the wrong one!)
I can't afford this thing. I hate cars in general and I hate this one in particular — it's a beeping monster from hell and an autistic person-punishment machine!
Deliberation #2: my tools / workspace
@TODO add photo of tools under tarp with snow
I have a few thousand dollars worth of tools. I don't have a space to put them, nor do I have the capacity to sell them.
I've considered just walking away from them, my car, and everything else because I'm so far beyond my limits…
Deliberation #3: home? geography
With my unbearable alienation and lack of friends, a "home" sounds terrifyingly like more solitary confinement.
But winter's here, and camping out, living out of my hatchback car, doesn't sound like much of an option either.
What do I do? I guess I should ...go somewhere?
Up or Down?
@TODO
- Vehicle: considering my homelessness, a van would be much better than a little hatchback car. Though my ideal life is doing without an automobile altogether — I would vastly prefer to get around on a bicycle than in a car.
- Shop: I need much better workspace than I've had, and a space with other people is an important quality-of-life thing that I was missing this past year